http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/ dear_y_o_u - LiveJournal.com Sun, 20 Sep 2009 07:04:39 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com dear_y_o_u 13387774 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/64012714/13387774 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/ 100 66 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/34391.html Sun, 20 Sep 2009 07:04:39 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/34391.html I need to be more productive. More reliable. More goal-oriented. <br /><br />There are so many things I want to do in such little time. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/34391.html public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/33633.html Wed, 01 Jul 2009 15:58:38 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/33633.html Hey to the three people that read this my birthday is on Friday and I'm going to Milton's at ten o'clock so you should most definitely come.<br /><br />301 Milton St<br />Cincinnati, OH 45202-0925 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/33633.html public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/33396.html Tue, 23 Jun 2009 22:18:25 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/33396.html Suddenly I am finding myself to be kind of broke and it sucks :( http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/33396.html public 2 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/32901.html Thu, 18 Jun 2009 12:37:08 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/32901.html On a brighter note, I'm real excited to go to Baltimore and get away for a bit. I rented a little townhouse so I can have a cute, nice place to sleep. People I like are staying in it with me, and I shall make them grilled cheeses when we're all drunk at 4 AM. The ride there will be great I'm sure, and the fest will be super awesome! Good things. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/32901.html public 1 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/32370.html Sun, 14 Jun 2009 22:12:45 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/32370.html I think I'm done going to shows. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/32370.html public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/31273.html Tue, 05 May 2009 04:11:43 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/31273.html Jonny left today and I am happy for him because he has been looking so forward to this tour thingy. But at the same time my heart feels all sad and empty when I think about not seeing him for a month. <br /><br />I sound pathetic but no one reads this anyways so fuck it. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/31273.html lonely public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/30416.html Wed, 18 Mar 2009 05:51:27 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/30416.html haaaaaaa my life is a joke http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/30416.html public 1 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/29471.html Mon, 16 Feb 2009 03:57:41 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/29471.html I'm miserable. I hate having to go "home". I put home in quotations because my apartment doesn't feel like home. It feels so unlike home, that I'm moving out. I'm not sure if it's just too much room for just me or if it's just that I don't like living alone as much as I guessed I would. But I honestly get depressed when I have to stay here for more than a few hours at a time. I guess I'm gonna move back in with my parents. I don't really have any girl friends that I could live with. I don't really have any girlfriends in general, which is another thing that makes me suck as a human being. And I guess I can't live with a dude. So I'm basically just screwed. YAY. Bye. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/29471.html lonely public 6 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/28236.html Mon, 19 Jan 2009 23:33:36 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/28236.html I gotta new phone and new number so this is it:<br /><br />513 264 9265. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/28236.html public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/27877.html Tue, 30 Dec 2008 06:10:38 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/27877.html I've been thinking a lot lately about stuff I've purposely overlooked before. I don't know how much longer it can be ignored. UGH. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/27877.html public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/25657.html Sun, 26 Oct 2008 22:24:46 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/25657.html The fact that I get to see Lemuria in a few hours makes my whole weekend. Yipee!!! http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/25657.html bouncy public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/25536.html Tue, 14 Oct 2008 07:39:11 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/25536.html I really wanna go to the park. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/25536.html public 2 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/25297.html Mon, 06 Oct 2008 01:16:47 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/25297.html In case I haven't just come right out and said it before, I fucking loathe every minute I have to live here. All I wanna do is be left alone, or at least be in the company of someone I could stand. I don't like having to live in a house where everything is dirty/messy all of the time. I clean and clean and things go back to being trashed after a day. UGH I can't wait to find somewhere else. By myself. I'm not living with someone again until I know I'm marrying them. <br /><br />Just had to get that out there, thanks. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/25297.html annoyed public 1 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/24829.html Fri, 19 Sep 2008 18:01:43 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/24829.html I WANT EXTENSIONS http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/24829.html public 4 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/24151.html Wed, 27 Aug 2008 18:40:41 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/24151.html One of my best friends is getting married. So weird. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/24151.html public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/23089.html Fri, 01 Aug 2008 19:08:22 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/23089.html like a goddamn dog<br />with its tail between its legs<br />ashamed of trying to butter up your obituary.<br /><br />at least i can say i tried with you.<br />at least i can say i tried with you. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/23089.html crappy public 1 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/20466.html Tue, 01 Jul 2008 21:30:56 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/20466.html "Are you joking? Do you guys like it here? Who the hell likes being stuck in a place where you can't even smile? It's hot as balls, everybody's an asshole. I just wanna go home." http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/20466.html public 1 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/19435.html Mon, 23 Jun 2008 16:26:29 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/19435.html my dog died. it made me sad. <br /><br />RIP Gizmo.<br /><br />I can't wait until my life is stable enough to get a little puppy. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/19435.html 71 N- Delay 71 N- Delay blah public 1 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/19115.html Fri, 20 Jun 2008 18:08:42 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/19115.html * i've been narrowing down places to live. or at least areas. <br /> my parents are freaking out about me living by myself, which is kind of silly if you ask<br /> me.<br /><br /> * i'm gonne die of exhaustion soon, AHHHH<br /><br /> * but everything's good so good! http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/19115.html public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/18508.html Sat, 14 Jun 2008 22:06:34 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/18508.html Things are going well. I'm almost done with all things school related for the summer, and I couldn't be happier about it. I'm about to finish my research paper, and that weight will be lifted off my shoulders. Then starting next week I'm gonna be working more, which is of course a +/-. <br /><br />And then! in like two weeks I'm going to Baltimore for my very first "insub fest" experience. I would be lying if I said I wasn't really excited. I'm looking forward to seeing cool bands, I'm looking forward to getting out of town, I'm looking forward to the road trip, I'm looking forward to spending my free time in a swimming pool and drinking and hanging out with cool people. Yay!<br /><br />Tonight I get to see The Queers for the millionth time and Lemuria for the third time in like two months, excited! http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/18508.html accomplished public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/18415.html Thu, 12 Jun 2008 00:21:47 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/18415.html I have so much work to do in the next few days for school. My head is going to explode!!!!!! http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/18415.html tired public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/17614.html Tue, 13 May 2008 18:59:31 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/17614.html blah blah blah whine whine whine blah blah whine whine blah whine blahh http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/17614.html public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/16192.html Mon, 31 Mar 2008 17:44:37 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/16192.html i'm about to get kind of busy. exciting!<br /><br />also, i worry way too much.<br /><br />more later! http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/16192.html anxious public 0 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/14300.html Mon, 11 Feb 2008 18:13:49 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/14300.html Last night was fantastic. Sam, Vanessa and I all went over to Alex's apartment for girls night. It was awesome to hang out with females and eat a whole tray of lemon bars and drink (really strong) drinks. It's a shame we were all so tired from the previous night's events, but I think we all agreed that such a night needs to happen more often.<br /><br />Apartment living is going fairly well. Cortnee is easy to live with for the most part. It almost feels like home here now. Almost. <br /><br />Everything else is going decent enough. I can't wait to get back into school after a short little break. I don't know why, but I miss it. Even though when I was enrolled I rarely went anyways.<br /><br />This week I am going to find a job, clean my old room out, and finish decorating my new room. Valentine's Day is this week, too, gahhh.<br /><br />I have good friends, a cute little boy, good family, pretty much good everything. I can't complain. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/14300.html cold public 4 http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/14039.html Tue, 05 Feb 2008 07:22:40 GMT http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/14039.html It is time to snap back into the relatively happy Lauren, regardless of what dumb things/people are happening around me. I don't want to end up bitter or cynical.<br />As I said and thought for a short period of time previously, I am done trying so hard, and worrying, and never getting anywhere for it. <br />I will focus my time and effort on finding a job, and help my friends going through hard times. Everything else is whatever. http://dear-y-o-u.livejournal.com/14039.html public 1